Saturday, July 10, 2010

Kristina Milan Bloated Belly

The higher the flight, but fell hurts ....


few weeks ago, I had proved myself, I was able to overcome the obstacles that I had, got a job which I'm happy , in spite of the super leg pain and fatigue and fear, I did!, fabulous!.
My first official job! is really cute, not related to my business, but I met amazing people, from the cute guy physically ... to the cute guy in it that makes it too cute on the outside =), the and chacotas, managers, etc etc. All I have done without wanting in some very happy time and forget so many things. courses in college strongest, the heaviest days, but delayed the work and stressed, but I learned to wear. With the days, people knew to whom I felt good to know, I reunited with childhood friends that much maybe at the time, I realized that things had changed muchisiimo, and I thought I had also changed, I wanted to have changed. However
spite of my training activity report says: I submit an admirable personality, I am able to solve any difficulty overcome considering that the most important thing is me, not true ... partially.
Two minutes
My strength is collapsed, which stupidly young ex-addict falls into vice and feel more depressed than when it was vicious, so I felt me \u200b\u200ball mine built by an idiot, a importunio, a masochistic desire to want to hurt me unconscious mind I did find out things, that despite the q saw coming, never thought to happen, say it was an importunio have done if the error xq harm me, to mourn, having taken a sleeping pill was mine, my sii xq "gives me the most?,
But it hurts, it still hurts, I discovered that I can be very tough on the outside, but inside I'm dying sometimes, I fall easily, but only for me, because the image" irreproachable " or "right" I like to keep it, I admit I was ashamed to see me mourn, sometime perhaps shed some tears, but with whom I've cried a tear drop, know how ashamed I do, but this time I did it alone.

I must admit that it did not hurt much as the beginning and I'm glad, because I know I can overcome it, I apologize for maybe burn my room, but what it does not burn. For me what is written on cards, papers, e-mails and letters that have nothing but empty lyrics, do not work, the photos show no fake smiles and do not want to fill me with memories and false people, so the fire consume them.

Perhaps this a little uncoordinated this post but I release writing, thanks Fernando because you like reading me ... and because i know that you too write, and gain sufficient assurance motivates me doing it. no longer makes me more Danite, I know my love mueree separated in a week, or month, I am not of those people that fill a gap, are the first person q is placed in front .. . xq or say I love you I love you, for me it ... Thanks friends, once again xq is that are there with me, and today I understand that if they're worth millions, xq spite of thousands of things we drifted apart and filth of that out, they never wanted to hurt me, not me wrong. Here
had a refrancillos, q qerer not hurt q omit susceptibility were taken ...
(esq spite of all I'm concerned.)

Once I read that the friends of the primary, are what help you find you get older, with your innocence and your Tequiero matures are gaining value.
The high school friends, whether the news is a new beginning, are new experiences, with the first taste is a matter of joy for all, and those coming from primary reinforcing and become accomplices, confident .
The friends in college, is a fresh start, xq all changes, find out here who are looking for their benefit or who want to share their happiness with you, who are not interested and once more it grew and moved away, or who always think of you. Those who betray, discard, is a rock in your path. and ones that you are loyal, they're never alone and are reported, those those love her forever! because of them most beautiful reborn guild will be your lifelong complications ... are as a child once said:

"we will be friends until we are like raisins"


Today on this very long day that seemed to have more than 24 hours qiero take challenges, I do what I fear dared, but the thought of thinking I thrill and fill me with dread, I do !.... I want to keep meeting new people, I love them, I blush when I look qien'm thinking .. (Phrasing, just that) and why not encourage me to fall in love ...

I want to thank those who made the rain that ended as a Post-stream
E, A, F, and J. ..


And I apologize to my Mom, I know its hard to see the fruit that you took so many months in your belly, feeling too bad and literally shattered, and without that you can do anything to q that part of you the best. But you know I LOVE YOU .... no longer makes you feel so helpless ... will not allow you to see me do well ...=) qiero you happy ... and thanks.

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